Life at Mach..1

Exactly 1 year 11 months back a new chapter was opened..
A long wait was finished.. Much of gali galoch was done..

There meet 11 people.. all coming from different corners ..
Different plans mulling in everybody's mind..
Wanting to make a dent at the future.

They become good friends.. decide to sail in the boat together for about 2.5 months
But fate had something else on his dice..

Even before reaching 2.5 some decided to ride there own ways
And thus the parting begin..

Lots and lots of things happenend...

1St- MBA - Delhi
(Nice Guy)

2nd- Left - Don't know why.. May be life/wife/county calling.
(Left without telling anyone.. Now no more vaa vijay Babu.. And not to miss Bivi ka pyar.!!)

3rd- Transfered - Mumbai
(Felt bad about it.. But still lot many were together..)

4th- MS - USA
(Nice guy.. All the best)

5th- Transfered - Chennai
(..?.?.?.? Ohhh.. ahhhhh... .?.?.? )

Some time went very nicely.. Morning Coffee..Evening Snacks/Coffee..
Sometimes jim/Swimming..
Then a shock..

6th- MS& Phd - USA
Felt real Bad -- he is leaving.
Good -- Something real good has happened to this guy.
(.. One nice guy Down..)

7th- MS - USA
(Couldn't realise how should i feel..??)

11th goes to US for 1 month and comes back.....

8th- Onsite - USA
(Good simile on my face..He Will really enjoy it..)

9th- Left - Delhi(Better pay)
(Didn't tell when he left..Didn't meet before going.. )

10th- Onsite - USA
(Hmm smile on my face once again.. Feeling bad as well.. 11th is alone now..)

11th- GSSL,pune...????????????????

One fine monday morning 11th comes to office .. Dial's 6553 .. But in vain
Tring Tring... Tring Tring... Tring Tring..
Ohh.. shit how can i forget this .. i knew he is not here...

Long back he has stopped calling at 6404...
By now he even fergot the number he used to call always..The PM.

And the favourate lines goes as..
11.00 Am. Come on parag lock the machine its a coffee time..
11.05 Am Hi guys GM..
some chatting to himself...
11:25 .. Chalo guys got to go....Lots of work...PM has come after 2 days of leave :)

And back to fallow the same sequence at 4:00 pm..

Shalom
-Parag.

Queer rumbling..!!!

Deep there inside something is making strange sounds..
I don't know what it is..
Why he is making such sound..Is he crying..Can't say..
May be yes..

Life or something like it..
It is going on and on..
I am getting bored..

Nothing new is hapening..
Need a good change in life..

Sorry folks i didn't post these days..
oops but to whom i am telling this..
Don't see anybody visiting by blog..
The F* frustration is taking its toll..

And there you have kullu.. asshole .. he is not at all posting
So to say my blogmate..
But haven't posted anything since his first post..
I now need to search for some new mates..
So that i will get some change here at least.

The other day my friend was saying that this is high time to have a girl friend..
This has been a topic of good debate..
Apart from all those good attractions and a very good way of wasting/investing your time i don;t see it worth in getting into such things..
The best thing about being alone is you don't have to answer to anybody for any damn thing you do in your life..

Last year i took a resolution that the 1jan of 2005 won't see me as virgin..
But utter failure once again..
As the case with all other new year resolutins this ran deep into waters..
(The other kind of water i would have certainly appreciated..But almighty had something else in his mind.)
This year on 1st i decided.. no more resolutions..
All things that had to happen will happen as the god wishes..
This is kind of capitulation but so it be..
I am getting sick of keeping my head straight in front of him and any way that is not helping at all.

So here i am ..
Its like laying on a female and waitiung for earthquake to do the rest..

May be so..
I am stopping guys..( Can't say gals)
By for now..
Will be back soon..

-Panti.